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i’m sitting in the library in the middle of my 4 hour between class marathon. really it’s long enough that i could go home and come back and still take a nap in the middle. but instead i am watching little britian on my computer. it’s a cheaper thing to do anyway.

one of my top advisers has told me that of i want people to read my blog what i need is porn. but i left my camera at home today so i can’t post naked shots of myself. i mean, i do have my cellphone but naked cellphone pictures just don’t have the high resolution that i demand when it comes to dirty pictures.

so instead i am titling this post porn porn porn. of course, if some guy searches “porn” and gets this, he’ll probably be pissed. but that’s life. whatever.

i’m starting to develop theories about different types of sfsu students. my first study segment is the elderly. there are a lot of elderly students at state and they fall in two 2 categories: completely okay people and MOST OBNOXIOUS STUDENTS OF ALL TIME EVER. seriously. kids making horrible comments and misunderstanding everything is bad enough. but 70 year olds with this problem. they are the worst.

there is this guy, this old man really, in my teaching class. on the first day of class i was sitting next to him and i noticed he had a hearing aid so you know, i helped him out, whatever. but at the end of class he said to the teacher,”i need to talk to you; there are some things you are doing wrong,” and then proceeded to tell the teacher what was wrong with how she spoke and her hand movements and her teaching style etc etc.

today in class he proved that he REALLY isn’t a very nice guy by yelling at a girl and telling her she hadn’t been listening when she said, “i just haven’t heard of sherwood anderson before.” in creative writing about half of every class is giving classmates feedback on their stories and projects so it was kind of disturbing to hear someone get so defensive over something that was pretty mild and also valid seeing as his entire presentation assumed a knowledge of how great winesburg, ohio is.

but this is the thing with certain older students. some of them are jerks. they’ve probably always been jerk but now that they are old they are using it as an excuse to be even meaner then they were before. they don’t listen (even the ones that can hear) and they are never wrong and they always know more than the teacher. like this guy who thinks thinks he knows all of everything. which is fine. i just wish he would know all of everything somewhere else. like in an institution maybe.

but then you also feel sorry for the guy. he can’t hear properly and his hands are the biggest hands i have ever seen in real life. and maybe he isn’t a jerk, maybe he just doesn’t get what is going on.

i don’t know though. he has this aura of un intelligence mixed with stubbornness around him and he’s also the kind of guy that discounts any comments made by women. and the class is only 7 people big and after i helped him in the first class, now he thinks we are best pals and likes to give me creepy (half blind?) looks.

the thing is, i’m not against the elderly going back to school. i’m totally for it, why not? i guess what i am against is stupid jerks going to school at all. or stupid jerks being around anywhere. i think they should all be quarantined in some part of southern california or something.

anyway, that’s what i have to say about that. now it’s almost time for class and i can’t decide if i should eat dinner before or just wait until i get home to eat something.

man. life is complicated.

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