at least i will die free

this is basically how i am feeling:

i need to write something. i need a story about aliens with sex and violence. also, i want to be better at the guitar and cooking and life. does anyone have a job for me in may? i can do a lot of things. i am thinking of moving to the beach. i haven’t been surfing in weeks. spring break is next week. i don’t even know if i could tell you what that means.