today is cinco de mayo. is that even a holiday? yeah whatever.

there is like a week and a half left of school in which time i have to finish my entire comp project. oh comp. my teacher has a blog on the internet. that is enough to make me believe he is reading this blog in real time. so i’m not going to say anything disparaging about comp (though i probably have before like A LOT, who knows).

one thing about comp: 8 page research paper. for real. give me a break.

my life right now is pretty boring for some reason. i feel like i spend an inordinate amount of time staring at screens. i need a new job for the summer. please give me a job. but know that i will be gone for two weeks, ON MARTHA’S VINEYARD and IN NEW YORK CITY, in june. deal with it. i’m looking for receptionist jobs and going by NOT my nickname. i made an unfortunate waxing decision and am living daily to regret what seemed at the time to be a brilliant idea. isn’t it some stupid movie where they say the definition of insanity is making the same mistake over and over and over again? or am i just trying to make up a quote to fit my current skin care situation? here is a peak into my rationale: hey i break out when i do a little of this but it probably will be completely different when i do A LOT of it. seriously. i need a skin transplant/life transplant.

no no. my life is pretty okay. just at that dull moment. you know, 10:04pm, everyone is on the internet, trying to get connected, slowly getting further and further away from actual human interaction. i want a cat or something.