what you are seeing here is me about to get serious. two pages left on my paper. syllabus to fix up. i have a smoothie. a wooden table. an outlet for my computer. day off from work. coldplay. i am expecting to finally feel the sense of relief people are always going on about when i turn this stuff in on the internet by 6:55 pm tonight. i’m still a little sick so i might have to tone down my complete insane rage all night plans with my friend dave. maybe we can just sip whiskey and talk about politics and the transgender youth i watched an entire series about yesterday in the desperate throes of procrastination. okay. seriously. the end. to the worthless exercise in futility!