the rain is making it nearly impossible to leave the couch. i worked on monster party editing all morning and also lost watching. i haven’t been to yoga in a month. i don’t want to go today either. i used to go 4 times a week. february, i haven’t gone once. that was a good amount of money i will never get back. maybe march will be more successful for me in terms of life choices, being a good girlfriend, cleaning the house, paying my bills. i’m getting a raise and a new job title and full medical and retirement starting monday. also, a new schedule because i am no longer allowed to work 9 hour days. i think it will be better. 9 hours of cubicle sitting really saps your soul.
i’m giving the government until this time tomorrow to release my tax return. after that i am charging them interest.
i wish i were in mexico.
anyway, clearly i have nothing good to write about. it has been a TRYING week. i need to stop baking brownies. i need to stop spending money. i remember the first time i visited san francisco when i was in fourth grade my uncle gave money to a street performer and said, “the poorer i am the more money i give away.” i feel like the poorer i am, the more expensive clothing i buy. this will teach me to take a week off of work. though another new thing: paid vacation.
i want to live a life not focused on $70 short sleeved jackets but sometimes $70 short sleeved jackets are so cute and then you need new yoga pants. not for yoga, clearly, just for life.