not good enough

some fucking horrible scary shit happened, not to me, but it happened and i don’t really know what to say or do about it.

i am so so sad for lindsay and her family and all of her friends, some of whom are some of the most important people in the world to me. i just knew lindsay a little but she was insanely friendly, hilarious, good at karaoke. when people die, other people say stuff like that but everything you read about this girl is true. and she was fucking tough. i don’t know what happened but i know that i am just really sad about it, so sad for my friends and her family and everyone everywhere who will never get to meet her and who she will never meet. when these kinds of senseless, brutal things happen the entire world makes less sense.