this lady at work keeps warning me that once the oscar grant verdict comes down there will be rioting on the streets. does anyone else have a sinking feeling like everything is going downhill fast and no one is safe anywhere? even in broad daylight? even in their cubicle?
i am trying to get over this dread feeling because i know it isn’t productive and there are things i want to do i guess. i am trying to convince myself anyway that there are things i want to do and that moping is useless and everything happens for a reason.
i am pretty sure nothing happens for a reason though and the whole world is random chance.
but my new roommate is home! yeah!!